377 days - Blog #65 upon the king('s daughter)



Not too long ago I reflected how my interest in history had shifted in recent years from a fascination with the royalty to the servants.  I may have even written a blog about that subject… but I’m not able to find it in my brief trolling through the archives.

My other manuscript (the one now presently hanging out on a back burner) is about a servant.  Well… someone who has a domestic role for a part of her life.  A role with which I identify as much of my professional life has been support to someone else.  A role I understand well… and appreciate for what one sees and knows… and has indirect influence.

But now I’ve gone back to this other manuscript.  Which is very much about … a princess.  Can I just say I HATE the word princess?  I hated it ten years ago when I last spent a lot of time on this story.  I find it even more gorge rising now with the proliferation of Disney pink animated empty smiles.  Never mind the triviality of a ‘real’ princess in the headlines about what someone wears or what ribbon she cuts.

It isn’t real.  It isn’t… what being a princess, or any sort of leader is about.

I wonder if I’m coming back to this because I feel responsibility rooting itself in my life again.  Responsibility to which I feel an obligation of purpose and determination of care.   Something I felt at a very young age – 18.  And I… again… will blame Mr. Shakespeare.  Or Kenneth Branagh.



But we can also blame Mark Rylance.




When I set about writing my princess, this speech was always always playing at the back of my mind.  It probably didn’t help that I was also playing Patrick Doyle’s soundtrack from the Branagh movie with regularity… but to me, that speech will always sharpen into focus what it means to have the burden of leadership… without the luxury of a choice.

Something I found in a piece of dialogue I read tonight.  “Appreciate the value of your choices.”

Sage wisdom for anyone, not just someone awaiting a crown.  But certainly wisdom I will take to heart as I choose the words to make my character anything but the pink Disney type of princess.  

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